Heavy heart...

I reached home comfortably & it was really a fanatastic affair to see familiar faces gazing at me with love & affection. The sharing of light moments faded away whatever tiredness I carried & although it was 3.30 am early morning, no one was ready to go to sleep. We talked & discussed & spent some good moments at the odd hours of the day. Finally my mom took a call that I must get some rest & have a sound sleep. So I oblidged & went to the world of dreams; & found myself lost in sleep, moment I lay myslef on the bed.I got up at 7 am in morning & again it was comforting to realize that my entire vacation has just started. I was ready with thrill to enjoy every moment of it. I got my cup of tea & was viewing the news on TV. & then I saw a heartening article of terrorist activity which had costed a 9 year old boy, his life.This made my heart sober & then I sank deep into world of thouhgts. I began questioning myslef the gravity of consequences which terrorism has caused in recent days.There have been a number of bomb blasts in big cities - Bangalore, Hyedrabad, Ahmedabad, Jaipur & latest was Delhi, & although the TV news report may indicate some number, people always know the number of casualties are always much higher than what is announced. Hundreds of people have lost lives & there is no end to terrorism; there have been newsfeed on newspapers, some blaming government, police, terrorist & some even God.Terrorist have taken innocent people & the Govt for granted, there is no fear & the terrorists always seem to challenge the govt - "Catch me if you can"; "or do what you can, we will not stop."The Govt surely is not ready to answer above questions. They need much preparation to handle terrorism & the terrorists. But the sufferers are innocent people, the family of the deceased. Its beyond imagination to comprehend the grief, the members of deceased are subjected to.Its heartening to know how human kill felow being. Its unimaginable to know to what extent human can show his limits of dishonest action. Its unclear what resides in his brain. In the name of any given motive, he will justify his bad deeds & think of it as something very holy.I presume terrorists are sick people & they are mentally abnormal. Rather its unfair to call terrorist as human.They have human like features but they definitly do not have a human heart or a human like brain. They are creatures of nature surely & they are pathetic beings on earth. Its said humans are the intelligent beings on earth, but less people know its the same kind who are the ugliest living creatures. Its actually hard to say if God has made those kind of being, & actually its more hard to digest the fact that God himself exist in nature. It doesnt seem so to me. Really.

Going home

The day is 28th of Sept -07.I am travelling by rail to my hometown in Bihar - Dehri. & I had plenty of time & ideas to express today.I have only the limitation of the battery power of my laptop, I have to restrain my time & stop before it give its way. Its already down - 50%.Going home is always a great feeling which can only be valued when you experience it, you cant describe it.There is thrill everywhere & in whatever you think of. All things seem so good & all things seem so charming.I feel I am ready for a long energizing break which I needed desperately to set my mood which was thwarted by the dismal work culture in my office basically caused by my boss attitude. No, its just not like I am having the usual ill feelings against my boss like any other chap; he deserves in all respects whatever best of the ill words I can say.I choose to describe him later, for today I am in no mood to stretch any topic relating to him.The view from train window is blurred, the glass panels of the II AC coach is obstructing my thoughts. I am in the company of passengerswho has drowned by sleep, I fear probably some effect of sleeping pills.All it feels like I am alone there in a dreamy world with my laptop & some good music building my thoughts.But as I told you earlier, the battery icon is preventing my thoughts now. It has already marked a red cross icon against the empty battery signin the destop.SHuuu...now the notification too has come....that I must change my battery/outlet power or swithc over to some other mode of power.Goodness, I beg you pardon, pls allow me to stop here (all against my will).YeahNext time I will be writing better points when I reach home hopefully with some good incidents/moments worth describing.
Cheers
Bhola

Aaj ki raat...mere dil se

So.... I start today after prolonged visits to super blogs of super-personalities. I was in particular overwhelmed by the number of responses to bigB's blog. There were fighting competitons among popular fans to put their very first comment in bigB's blog. Even I tried in dirtying my hands there but I managed to come 14th in the list. Nevermind, today I got the urge to create one for me & put as much comments on my own blog as I wish.

Its 1.31 am 18th of Sept-08 & I am still not in a mood to sleep; ah that evening shifts has surely changed my prefernces too, it has made me display my laziest being; my morning starts not before 10 am everyday. & I contemplate about the daily routine of other people. But I realize laziness has surely crept into me & I am just a freak with my thoughts rather than in action.

Well I think here I can give my thoughts a wild go & allow all sorts of ideas/thoughts/crap junk in here & later judge for myself what best I can do when it comes to show my writing expression.

I have always had a beleif that my power of written expression needed more space than time to judge where it stands. So here with this thought & beleif, I decide to stop my fingers here for today with the promise that more best of my experience & thoughts will be published with the best of usage of my power of expression.

Cheers