Heavy heart...

I reached home comfortably & it was really a fanatastic affair to see familiar faces gazing at me with love & affection. The sharing of light moments faded away whatever tiredness I carried & although it was 3.30 am early morning, no one was ready to go to sleep. We talked & discussed & spent some good moments at the odd hours of the day. Finally my mom took a call that I must get some rest & have a sound sleep. So I oblidged & went to the world of dreams; & found myself lost in sleep, moment I lay myslef on the bed.I got up at 7 am in morning & again it was comforting to realize that my entire vacation has just started. I was ready with thrill to enjoy every moment of it. I got my cup of tea & was viewing the news on TV. & then I saw a heartening article of terrorist activity which had costed a 9 year old boy, his life.This made my heart sober & then I sank deep into world of thouhgts. I began questioning myslef the gravity of consequences which terrorism has caused in recent days.There have been a number of bomb blasts in big cities - Bangalore, Hyedrabad, Ahmedabad, Jaipur & latest was Delhi, & although the TV news report may indicate some number, people always know the number of casualties are always much higher than what is announced. Hundreds of people have lost lives & there is no end to terrorism; there have been newsfeed on newspapers, some blaming government, police, terrorist & some even God.Terrorist have taken innocent people & the Govt for granted, there is no fear & the terrorists always seem to challenge the govt - "Catch me if you can"; "or do what you can, we will not stop."The Govt surely is not ready to answer above questions. They need much preparation to handle terrorism & the terrorists. But the sufferers are innocent people, the family of the deceased. Its beyond imagination to comprehend the grief, the members of deceased are subjected to.Its heartening to know how human kill felow being. Its unimaginable to know to what extent human can show his limits of dishonest action. Its unclear what resides in his brain. In the name of any given motive, he will justify his bad deeds & think of it as something very holy.I presume terrorists are sick people & they are mentally abnormal. Rather its unfair to call terrorist as human.They have human like features but they definitly do not have a human heart or a human like brain. They are creatures of nature surely & they are pathetic beings on earth. Its said humans are the intelligent beings on earth, but less people know its the same kind who are the ugliest living creatures. Its actually hard to say if God has made those kind of being, & actually its more hard to digest the fact that God himself exist in nature. It doesnt seem so to me. Really.