An Unwasted weekend.

It feels lethargical. Its a wasted weekend and I never took out my step out of the house except for buying the vegetables. Sometimes I felt quite boring and bit sentimental and at the same time I had a mixed feeling of surrenderness. Thats how normally many of such weekends have spent, and I feel I have no idea of its justification in terms of how does really it matter. But yes, it sometimes quite matter when you have nothing to think about. This sounds like crazy. Its sounds more abysmal; I dont really justify myself being so confused at times. While at others, I feel I am quite contended with the way things have been going so far.
Well the office project seems to be headed nowhere with the usual stuff of never ending issues and more problems faced or better created everyday. Everyone goes with it but not anyone really drives it. I took for the same and calmly accepted to go with the flow rather than trying to try a different approach. But I ensured, whatever I did, was in good taste for me and my boss. I was more to be happy with my current role than my erstwhile sting with TCL and the hectic work life.
Hey I thought to mention about today's climate when I started with this blog. Its amazing view outside and the rains are uncessant. It was little bothering when I was out buying the bhindi and gobi. But it was drizzling beautifully and I thought thats a perfect evening to spend... at home cook some good food (red meat) and have nice supper. Yes, this took me some time to compose this blog in installments, coz I was invloved in spending my activities for a great evening. The good thing was that it rained continuously and this being a sunday today, there were no worries. It looked a cool environment today and the weather lost its heat. I must say it was bit shivering in afternoon sometimes. I gazed through the glas-panel of the balcony and only saw mist on it. It was such a fantastic view quite filmy and quite mood-setting. I just felt calm and my mood steady. In the evening, it was all satisfying since I thought the was day not all wasted when I thought I was wasting it. Now I must close this blog else my ice-cream would melt and I would miss the fun. Well it has not yet started to melt, given the reasons I already explained about this weather. But my mouth has already started melting and I must stop my fingers here... and wait for the next very interesting topic to be discussed in my next blog.
Cheers
Bhola